So we have moved to West Virginia and I am doing ok. I have met two awesome women that are helping me in my journey.
Right now I am struggling with my diet. Should I got on an eating plan. This is where I struggle, with respect to plans, I don't want them to be my idol. I don't want what the scale says to be my goal. My goal should be to honor God. But I get paralyzed. I am so afraid of pride, idolization, looking good in front of others that I don't act. I stand there in the middle.
Fasting is the same way for me. I am so afraid of my food issues that I fail to do something God calls me to do. So afraid of my ulterior motives that I don't act.
I want to honor God, but I am afraid to.
How do I get over this fear, and jump in and honor God?
